Monday, November 23, 2009

Break everything : overcoming Nilhism with ignorance and profanity

500+ downloads, 1 video, No budget, No Label, No Beef to generate publicity, No drama, No Endorsements, No Frills, Just dope music. I should write a book called "motherfucker, I DO THIS."

Euthanasia Music
http://ping.fm/o3QYk

"Dont sign me, I'm bout to get a Mil without em."
-Metal Fingers

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Mixtape Extravaganza!!! Part 1/3

About to be 1 in the AM, thinkin about gettin some work done to my tattoo, bumpin Gucci Mane (burrrrr) I'm pretty much on some chill shit right now. Album doing decent, got a new (or somewhate new) veiw on life, just cold chillin and loving every moment of it.

Now since I have so much material done over the time I've been rapping as Broken Pen (and I dont know how the fuck Ive been skating with that for this long. Like think about it. A lyrical, brooding, moody ass nigga with crazy punchlines Named "Broken Pen"? and he actually gets at niggas? wooow...) I decided to let people have it. This music is like AIDS.
I'm not sayin I got it, but nigga, If I got it then YOU GOT IT. WHAT?!?!?!?!


Word. The first mixtape Is called "Sex sells, Rap Doesn't Vol.1". I basically took a bunch of shit I made for the album (which I original called "Mindless Self Indulgence" but I changed it to "Euthanasia Music" cuz it made more sence towards what I was talking about, and theres not a band called "Euthanasia" or some shit like that.) and a bunch of promotional joints I did for the blog, which sounded dope, so i decided to throw em together to let people hear the shit. Word

Without further adue, Ignorance.



Next episode, we walk into the past for the "Bloody Kitchen Mixtape".

Uno.

Friday, November 13, 2009

Music for a Painless Death

Thats right. Euthanasia Music has been up for about a week and I havent wrote anything about it, not even have a link for the actual album for you guys to download.

So before I write anything else, Im gonna post some pictures with links you can click on to download the album, Euthanasia Music.

here we go....







or, for those that feel all cool and shit, we could just stick to the album cover you can click on to get the album...






Booyah.


So basically, Im at over 250 downloads for the album, planning to have some people remix it. (Producers, holla at me. I got the acapellas for every solo track. Lets make some magic happen.)

I got a video on YouTube for the song "Coming up (Transitions of a writer)"

Its Doing pretty good, about 130 views in 2 days since My patna dem , J-Proph dropped it, which should go along with my wide range of fuckery on youtube. Yeah, I used the terms "My Patna Dem" and "Fuckery". If you dont like it, Get your Vernacular (word of the day) up and respect my conglomerate, Hoe.

Besides having a wide array of ways to freak words on or off beats, I want more for this album. My shit is too dope just to sit on 500 downloads and a small buzz. Fuck that, Im too greedy to sit around and chill. I want it all like a thief in the night. I mean, its whatever, I got some tricks up my sleeve, so the only variable is time and whether or not what I have planned out actually works, let alone be executed. But its cool, Im really not losing sleep over shit. Cuz I have the odd belief that maybe (just maybe) If you make good music, people who want to listen to good music will wanna fuck with what you have to offer. I could be wrong, but some shit is beyond my range of influence, will, control and desire. Whatever happens, happens. Fuck it.

So besides me going on a whole rant about my personal life, whats been going on after Euthanasia Music, what Im trying to do next in terms of music, and other interesting madness of the sort, I just want you guys to enjoy the music I spend countless hours making and for you (the listener) to feel and relate to what Im saying on any level.

fuck it, Im getting to involved.

till next time...

Get gwap, and let the hoes fight over it.

Uno.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

The finer aspects of mortality


"All is vanity."


Word. I'm in my room right now writing this on my laptop as I countdown the hours to when it's technically time to upload my "Euthanasia Music" and despite my interesting day, alot of things are running through my head as I prepare one of my best pieces of work I've ever done.

I think about what people will think, how many people will listen to it, where will this album take me, will I be making more music after this album, and among all the thoughts and concerns I have, the main one being will this album do what I made it to accomplish, which is basically the clean and peaceful death of all the dumb, immature, over dramatic, depressing and lonely shit I was on and or went through, and the birth of something greater.



Not exactly on some money, clothes, and bitches road to riches shit, but its more along the lines of not being the same person you were 2+ years go, and showing how you "came up" in the world.

The past couple years have been like one long ass movie full of intrigue, drama, depression, love, hate, crazy females, men acting like hoes, pool parties, caught feelings, shitty jobs and a host full of other things that can really broaden your view on what life is and where you fit in the grand scheme of things. and I feel this album does a great job of capturing everything I was going through and feeling during this point in my life, along with the realization that this shit cant continue.

I'm sorry if for whatever reason, I'm not clear or concise about what i want to accomplish with this album, but like i said, i have alot on my mind. but I pretty much covered the basis of what i want to happen.

so before I end this entry, I just want to say from the bottom of my heart, thank you to the people that held me down and always kept it 100 with me even when shit was at its most darkest, whether it be with things that go on in my life, or things that go on with music. Because I wont front, making music is great, but trying to make something happen with it and interacting with other people on a musical / business level fucking sucks because there are these flakey, elitist bitches running around and wasting peoples time and money and when it comes down to even making music or doing anything creative, theyre fuckery can intrude on the creative process and take the fun out of everything. I could go on for days about this shit in particular, but I dont need to.

Its been a long ride, and I'm glad I have this album to show for it.

Euthanasia Music.

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Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Just something to fuck with you....



Yeah.....

Euthanasia Music November 5th 2009. Download that shit.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Sex sells, Rap Doesnt Vol.1





Click on the pretty picture to get the mixtape.

Or Click here...

Verses, Shit that didnt make it onto Euthanasia Music and dopeness overall.

yeah, run wild with that.

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EUTHANASIA motherfucking MUSIC.

Euthanasia Music....

November 5th 2009. video coming soon for "Coming Up (Transitions as a writer)" which should be out before this week. I might push the date back, because I want everything to be just right. I worked too hard and too long on this to not have it mean something or for it not to do what I know it can do.

Here are the final covers for the Album, which will save me a lot of time because I am not beat for writing all the track listings and shit.





there, so dont ask about track listing and all that dumb shit. Its right there. Jeez


so prior to releasing this Masterpiece, Im going to drop a small mixtape for yall called "Sex Sells, Rap Doesnt" , which might prompt me to push Euthanasia Music back to let my name get out there further and resonate a bit more.

so until then....

Disregard cantankerous wenches, Get gwap.

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